Money is evil.

I thought my life had became better but I was wrong.

Someone once said there's true friend. I dont believe in this 100%.
Even a close best friend will turn into a stranger when it comes to money issue.

I am really pissed off and worry now.

At first, three of us planned to move in together. In the end, it just left me.

I have to take responsibility of the house - everything.
When there's a problem now, you're talking shyt and thinking for your own self only.

Do you think I dont find this troublesome? Do you think you're the only one who feel that way?
Do you ever think of me? I guess you never do so.

You never think of what will happened if you cancel the contract.
1st deposit totally gone. It is not only your money, it's our money too.
2nd - I would have to move out in July. Now, tell me. How can I move out?
I'm in Sabah now. Do you think it is near and easy to go back and fro like you goin back to Ipoh?

Another thing that I felt pissed off about is you're blaming everything on me.
At first, I rejected those that wanted to rent the room because I asked you something.
I asked "Where are they from?"

All you told me is they are foreigner. You know nothing because you just dont care.
You dont have to care a single thing after he/she/they move in.
I am the one who care bout it, every single problem occurs will be me who have to settle it.

You said when Evart told me that he wanted to move out, I do nothing.
What the fuck are you talking about? I do nothing?
I tried to find people to replace them! Dont talk cock if you know nothing.

I really dont see the meaning of "friend" sometimes.

Fame being raised!

Hello world! :)

I feel like been reborn. XD It feels like, my popularity been raised after the RDC event.

I received an odd email today. I am wondering who is that person. Don said it is because of my blog. Well, I didnt know that there's many people reading my blog :(

Another thing happened after the dinner tonight.
My mum asked.
"eh, show me your boyfriend's photo.."
I was like "WTF........."
Hahaha but in the end, I think she is okay with him.. :) glad glad glad~

Well, my dad heard something - rumors. He told me that the models for the RDC events were complaining. They dislike to have their photos posted online. I dont care if the models are reading this.

I just wanted to say, you should had known that your photos will be posted online. Because the photos are considered as the photographer's work. If you never thought of this, why would you agreed to become a model earlier. This is so unprofessional. Sorry. No offence.

And I had a little "communication" or chat with 3 of the models. Chloe is cool. :) Melissa is nice too. They can accept that their photos being posted online. Whee~~


Argh, people, tell me. Should I go to this Friday's event? It's for Sandakan Photographers. I just joined the group...unconsciously... It's a farewell party of a photographer. It is also an outing for old and new members. Few of them are asking me to go. >_<


I am watching Pandora Hearts and 07 Ghost now. Must watch Hahahaahahahaha!! It's still ongoing in Anilinkz :( Wanna watch em faster~~~

Potrait Shooting

Some of my shots. For more, view my Facebook's albums :) I am still uploading in Deviantart. I need a sponsor for my Flickr~ T^T

4 days

16th June

I woke up at 3am and get prepared for the taxi driver to fetch me to the airport at 4.30am. The driver thought I was an Indonesian.

“Balik ke Jakarta ke?”

During the moment in the plane, all I do was sleeping. Something odd happened, I off my mobile, I was so sure about it because I had been checking on my mobile for few times, just to make sure it is off. When I was sleeping, I heard something familiar – my mobile alarm ringtone. So, I searched for my mobile, it is my mobile ringing. How strange. It actually on by itself automatically.
Don picked me up from the airport and fetched me to my cousin’s place.
After that, I just had a nap and a long chat with my cousin.
Told my mum that I’m in KK, she was a bit surprised I supposed.

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17th June

Woke up in the early morning and my cousin dropped me at Wisma Merdeka. Later on, Don picked me up.

Hang out with Jasmine in Centrepoint. It was our bad day. When we were in the Speedy CD store, we heard alarm. Everyone is closing down the shops and rushing out. There was an announcement – fire. We were so blur and walked out to the parking place. Then we saw a notice that there is a fire drill today. They made everything so real – including the smoke, ambulance and the firemen.

We bought our movie tickets (Drag me to Hell) at 3pm but the fire drill practice started nearly at 3pm! It was bad. Don missed to pick up his sister from the airport. We missed our movie – it was cancelled. Luckily, they offered for a replacement.

After the movie, dropped by Jasmine near her house and waited for few hours (2 hours+ I guess) for the next event.

Hang out with Don’s friends. Tried “shisa”. It was not so addictive and a bit choking – my first time.

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18th June

Been staying at home for the whole day. Both of us were tired. My throat felt a bit dry, the effect of “shisa” I guess.

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19th June

Spent the whole day with Don. We watched two movies; Monsters vs Aliens and 17 Again. I just love the Monsters vs Aliens. Wanna get the Insectaurus (whatever name it is), a bug toy from Happy Meal~ Whee, my dear gonna get it for me ~~ XD Sorry for being childish but I just think the bug is cute.

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20th June
Goin back home, Sandakan. I feel like wanna go back to Cyberjaya. Rather stay there alone than goin back to here.

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21th June

Going to a photoshooting session later.

I am not looking forward to it because I dont think the models are beautiful. Zzzzzz

Why Why and Why.

I am so unlucky these days.

I went to the campus yesterday to submit my assignments. Waited for K and Mi Jin for an hour + then I decided to go to the faculty first by myself. I called the lecturers, they were all out for lunch. So, it's okay. I waited from 1pm+ til 3.30pm+. Still, I was unable to submit my life drawing. Mi Jin texted Mr.Zaki, he said he's at outside so submit on Saturday or Monday.

Saturday, today, I went to the campus again. Waited 20 minutes + for the bus. Once in an hour. I went to the faculty (11am; non lunch time hour) and called him again. No answer. So, I went to the life drawing studio. It was locked. Then I slipped my assignments under the backdoor. After that, I got his number from Mi Jin and texted him to inform him.

I thought I can made it home before it rains by taxi. Then my RM7 just gone. It rains when I was on the way back. With or without taxi, I am still wet by the rain.

Got back home and not long after that, Mr.Zaki texted me and asked why I did not call him. WTF MAN! I am really so pissed off. Up to him whether he wanna believe me that I was trying to reach him since yesterday or not. Really so damn pissed now. I felt like I had wasted my time waiting for shyt.

Stressing Myself

I was trying to settle my bill , went to TM Point. I received a call from TM earlier and they told me I have to pay RM260 for 3 months bills * I dont receive any bills earlier *. When I was in TM Point, the woman told me I have to pay RM360++ which including the telephone bill! I dont have enough cash with me, so I decided to make the payment again on the next day.
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I waited for merely an hour *again* in the printshop (Misocreative) in Street Mall. When it reached my turn, I asked for glossy paper, they said it's out of stock! They suggested matte paper, so I agreed, unfortunately, I dont really like the result. :(

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When I wanna go back, I bumped on a girl that I dont wanna see, China girl. I dislike her for flirting around with Don. I felt so regret to ask him for help, it is my own stupid-ness to offer a help her to do the final project. It is because I feel it's kinda pity for her to do a group work alone.
How dare her! :(


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Some of my work, shitty work! Never happy with em =.=



I found this in my lappy! Haha just sketchy around (^w^V)

My typeface design for a song title. Not happy with the colors chosen :(

I spent 4 hours+ coloring this if not mistaken. LOL I am slow in coloring.~~

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I cant wait to get my hoglets~~

Feel bad, my dear let me choose the breed, I like cinnamon but he prefers albino at first (T^T)

So sorry dear~~ Thanks for letting me to decide the breed that I want~~

Can I get some gerbils next??~~ XD

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I got 100+ undone sketches

I dont think I can finish it since have to submit on Friday.

Hope I wont fail my life drawing!!

It's 5 credits!!! The most important subject, well, I had forgotten bout it. (T___T)

I am unlucky

I went to campus, thinking of withdrawing money from the ATM. When I reached there, I can make no transaction. All of the (two) ATM "died". Then I went back to Cyberia and walked (yes walked! so damn far zzz) from Cyberia Block C to MMU, just to withdraw money.

After that, went to Street Mall to print my newsletter. I waited for merely an hour and the guy at printshop told me that the cant read ai. format. Yee Hong ar, you said they can open ai. format de????~~~ T^T

And now I am worrying all sort of stuff in my head. Financial (I left less than 150 bucks, wonder how to survive), some other personal problems and assignments.

Thanks to my dear, Don~ For trying to cheer me up all the time when I'm down. You really understand me so well til I dont have to say out what I want and you already knew it sometimes. (^^)

Pinky!

I went for a movie with Loong on previous Sunday. I bought this cute pinky doll for RM7.90.

Sorry, I cant resist cute dolls ~

She's cute right?~

I need money, argghhh~~ *wish someone can return my munny* =x

Sad that he's goin back to KK today. Sigh ;(

Mad Mad Madness

My Nike sneakers been stolen. ;( I am really so upset bout this, darn.. I hate the thief!!



I'm gettin more exposed to pet stuff; rodents, bugs, etc.

I want a cinnamon hedgehog, it's so damn cute <333

Thanks to Loong, making me fall in love to hoglets~~ he wants an albino but I prefer cinnamon XD

Might get a pair of hedgehogs (RM300+) next semester *I wanna get them ASAP actually T^T)

I afraid I will non-stop buying pets.......cuz he is buying them too *darn~*


I have been sleeping for quite awhile..I keep falling asleep ;( OMG..i got lotsa assignments need to be done by Monday and Friday.. Sigh.. *slap myself*


off to coloring now~~ XD

Positive Feelings!

I had been goin thru a lot of things recently. And now it is settled. I got myself a new boyfriend. It's both good and bad to two person that love me. Making them suffer is not really what I wanted but it just happened.

I had been staying in Desaria for the past few days with my new boyfriend, Loong. I'm just too addicted to something in his room - worms. He's a weird pet lover. Unfortunately, I show less interest on the scorpions. I just cant take my eyes off the worms, they are both cute and disgusting, and yes, smelly too.

And I think I will gain weight soon because he's feeding me lotsa food....~ XD

Sorry dear ~ that I'm weird and suprised you when you see me dressing up in lolita T^T

And And And~ Thanks Emily for sending the photos to me!~

Nana and me (>_<)

Me and Emily.

Everyone is so pretty~ Too bad, I didnt bring my makeups along T^T with the pale and ugly face sigh~~

Might be uploading few more photos after I got my pendrive back :D

It's kinda funny to see others stunned with their jaws dropping and huge eyes when saw a group of lolita walking by XD Really cant stop laughing bout that =x

p/s new haircut * short >_< *