Tiring

I'm back to bloggin again~ Whee~~

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I'm eatin now actually ahaha =x

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Just finish my presentation today, it's sux. I am bad in presentation and never good in it. There's two Indonesian girls that pissed me off. Since I'm the first one presenting, I know they dont really listen to me but at least shut up. They kept on laughing and talking at there til Ms.Zarinah said keep quiet and I glared at em; one of them seems to get the "meaning" and look pissed. Hey biatch, I'm the one that supposed to be pissed, not you. Zzzzz *I left out during the presentation on Mon, so gotta replace it on Friday with another class*

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After the presentation, we waited and wasted our time on some people. This kinda made me mad too. Well, for William, I think it's okay since we're already text him and told him that we're goin without him. For Aishah, she's really made me a bit annoyed. Me and Loong went up to her hostel and find her; she told us she's not goin. Then we told the rest, when Mi Jin and Durrah went up and asked her, she said she's goin. What's wrong with her??? Damn.. zzzzz

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When we reached the batik workshop, we expected we can start doin our work today. In the end, we did nothing. Just bought some fabric and I have to finish drawing it tonight so that we can start doin the chanting tomorrow.

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This is just some random. How hilarious he is.

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Hahahaha sorry people!!

I keep on whinning and complaining here, but that's my life >_<

Thanks for reading :D

I cant control myself

Today is Loong's birthday. We went to Neway in Puchong after class. Yes, Neway, a karaoke place. It's my first time, if you're wondering why is it my first time, then I can tell you why. It is because I cant sing.

Everyone were happy and enjoying themselves but it seems like I turned to be an bad apple that moment. Sorry guys. It's just something playing in my mind, the images of him, his voice and everything bout were in my mind.

The longer I stayed in the cold room, I feel more wanna cry. Watchin those chinese songs MV really made me more sad. Lucky I am not a chinese songs fans. It will just make me more emo.

Lastly, thanks and sorry to make all of you concerned bout my budget if I tagged along, especially to Veronica and Yee Hong. So sorry for all the trouble; thinkin for a cheaper place to eat, paying for the LRT, fetching me go out and go home. >_<

The only thing that I want is to see him. Suddenly I feel like time is getting lesser, I really really wanna spend more time with him. I just couldnt stand the this feeling anymore...

Super Duper Desperate Human.

I am wondering why people are so desperate. They should really stop doin this because this is the major problem that they dont have any girlfriends. Age range between 23 - 30.

Duh, I dont even know you, why should I give it to you? Freak.

......This is not the first time that I got mistaken as other races. I'm a chinese. Stop tellin me that I look like a chinese dumbass.


This is truly a despo. Even gave me his number.


I dont even know them in real life. -.-

Another common conversation of these type of human.

A: hi
B: er hi
A: you look cute/pretty. do you hv bf ar??
B: er yea, why?
A: then I cannot chase u lohh???
B: ......
A: Nvm, you got fren intro? confirm dun hv one la

and I hate this kind of conversation also.

A: hi
B: hi
A: how are you ar??
B: fine, u?
A: fine too, what are you doing now o??
*and every time he/she finds you, this conversation never changes*




Really found them so annoying. Zzzzzzzz

Heart is meant to be broken

Yesterday outing for some photography snap with my friends.

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Attendance list:

Mi Jin

Veronica

Yee Hong

Jacob

Loong

K

Me

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Photos are 100% orignal and non-edited.

I'm not happy with the result. It's kinda disappointing when I looked at the photos from my lappy after transferred from my camera. So-so result from a tired day of walking. I dont know how many kilometer had I walked. From noon time til night time. Plus with the migraine and uncomfort stomach for the whole day long.

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After got back, I had a fever. Then I argued with him again.

Do anyone think I'm getting weird? If yes, tell me, how weird am i? how unusual am i?

I am so fed up with all the arguments. It's making me sick.
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Some people says, heart is meant to be broken. It's ridiculous. Who wanna be hurt?

I am expectin happiness more than unhappiness. Unfortunately, things went another way round. I dont get what I want - I can understand this.

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As if someday I can be happy without any unhappiness, I will be truly glad that God has hear my cries for help.

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I wish something to happen sometimes too. Memory lost. My mind keeps on flashing back things that I dont wanna think. I just cant hold the tears from flowing. I wish to stop this. Perhaps I would feel more happy with my unhappy memories wipe off from my mind.

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Listening to Kalafina

they just make me feel better..

I love them a lot.

click play to listen

and off the music at my left side navi :)

Kalafina

Money again.

Went to clinic and spent rm50 : (

I am tempted by these.. wanna buy when i hv the money.... =x

Full set yukata - RM350
Full set - RM330
Full set - RM390

and i want mary jane shoes and ballerina too! : (

Mood Swings

It seems like almost everyone is havin a bad time recently.

I cant sleep. So, I blog.

I cant eat. I tried to eat but the pain is unbearable.
I cant really drink, at least it is not so pain to drink something.


I am thinking stuff in my head now.

I am thinking of him. We argued again, both of us dont want it to happened but it just happened. I just hope that he can pass his exam; sigh, so sorry for being selfish and all the pressure I had given..

I am thinking of assignments and my final project.
Let's see what I have here..
For Wed, I suppose to show my life drawing work and newsletter. I had done none.
Thur, I have to submit my creative art journal. Not started yet.
Friday, I have to submit my presentation outline for communication studies.
For the group project, I am worrying that we cant make it in time since my group is like all screwed up already now..

I am thinking of when will this pain stop..
Everyone is askin me to go clinic but I just dont trust them.
Do you trust doctors that simply give you all sort of medicines without checking your condition?
I dont, I dont wanna risk myself eating the wrong medicine again.
I had experienced it when I was small.

I wanna watch Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae Epi 25-26.
The link always make me frustrated.

I wanna watch Nodame no Cantabile Special Epi 1 and 2.
Finally, I can watch it! :D
Unfortunately, the connection is so slow ;(


I screwed up during the presentation for Malaysian Studies. I hate myself.
I'm so sorry girls :( It's all my fault..sigh...

Sometimes I am really fed up of saying sorry, it makes me feel more guilty. I hate myself for making others disappointed from time to time. I'm so sorry to my beloved hubby, Melia and my group members for MS.


These few days, I bumped and met some annoying people.

For the first, I think some of my blog readers had already knew him. It started last year when I was waiting for Desaria bus to go back to Desaria from LUCT. These few days, I bumped on him quite often. I dont wanna see him. Why he moved to Cyberia also????? :(
Sometimes, it really freak me out when see him..

For the second, a guy from FB. He's from Arab I guess. I dont even understand what is he trying to say. All I know is he's damn annoying. He find me in FB (Facebook) and started a chat. I was busy that time and his English was like...modified by himself.. (-.-). When I didnt reply him, he went like spamming my FB. And now, he got my MSN! DAMN how did he got my msn?? D: I hate him. I blocked him already muahahahahahaha =x


I found something in youtube; tryin to ease the pain by watchin clips hehe
I feel like...I had fell in love with cello D: omg.. sorry violin.. I cant decide I love which of you more but...I just love both of you!





So sorry for the SUPER DUPER long post this time. I guess it's my longest post ever since I started blogging LMAO.
Thanks for reading :D

Fooled

LOL it's funny.

I dont know if u're reading this or not but I wish u ARE reading this.

Well, u pissed me off earlier too right? At least, I still treat you as a friend.

How bout you? I am no longer a friend to you since you came to KL.

If what I had said make you angry, then up to you.

You're the one that dont wanna accept the fact and advices.

If my words can make you think wisely, i dont mind havin you hating me here.

Since you had deleted me from Friendster; why dont you just delete me from every contact list?

I felt so disappointed to you.

Mark my words; if you think someone understand you 100%, then you're wrong. Time goes by, people change. That's the fact that you have to accept no matter you like it or not.


And remember; eventhou you hate me, i will still take you as a friend.

Happy Mother's Day!

Today is Mother's Day, any plans for your beloved mum? >:D

Well I feel bad, I cant go back and celebrate it with my mum.. :(

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Happy Mother's Day, Mum! Love ya~ :)

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By the way, Happy Birthday to Jasmine and K! Best of Luck ^^

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I received this yesterday if i'm not mistaken. Was tempted by it when I was browsing for fake lashes hehe it's a foundation :D cool right? XD I like it~ i mean the design, it's so cute!

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Double Cute-ness~~ <3333

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Extra photo; some of u might wonder what's her size, so compare with the stuff all over the floor haha *i know my room is messy T^T*

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D: she needs a pair of black ballerina shoes or mary janes!!!~~

You're Not Alone

*Thanks for the votes people >D*

It's near final! OMG lotsa assignments havent done yet :( Taskete kudasanai ne minna..... wuwu.. *save me..*

Sketches for final artwork have been chosen! K and me are goin to re-draw the chosen sketches and compile it together and have to show to Mr.Sharill on tomorrow.. WHAT?! Yea, tomorrow. I havent done the newsletter yet D: Mr.Sharill is goin to kill me.... and I will bring my positive image down on tomorrow cuz of it ... :( *well, he thinks i'm quiet in class.... >_<"*

It's kinda funny when K asked who's goin to do the journal..

Hana: I'll do the journal..
Zach: I do the journal too...
Hana: NOOOOOO.....!!!!
Zach: Why? I'm not a bad guy!!


XD well, should know your own problem...cant really relay ya on serious matter... since you din do anything for Malaysian Studies..and we're tryin hard to contact you and fail.. ~_~

*ooppsssiiiieeee, sorry~ just tellin the truth >_<" rawrrrr*

OMG, my mum is chasing me for the debts i owe her D: wuwuwu....... anyone interested in to give me some donations...LOL i need 1k... =x *dies*

Took random picca of my baby girl.. I think she's mad at me :(

Somehow she's givin me a creep when i'm dressing her up.. Sigh.. must have been staying too long inside the bag... So sorry ne my baby~~ T__T Such a bad mama...

Wig for Hina Ichigo cosplay *doesnt really look good on her =/*

Alice dress <3333>

Vote now!

Hey people, i need some help here :) Which wig below do you think look good/suit me? I cant make up my mind.. :(

Wig 01
Wig 02

Wig 03



Wig 04

Random

Thank you everyone for spamming my FB and MSN for all the birthday wishes~~ :D

Thank you to my beloved hubby for singing for me :3

Get well soon my darling.. :(

Thanks to all my classmates for singing birthday song to me too!~

Well, it was the best and worst birthday ever for me.

Worst - I left my keys inside my room. I was locked inside my own apartment, I cant either go into my room or go out from the house D: can imagine how bad it is?? I tried to unlock my door but they dont work. I asked for help. K asked Fahmi to seek for the management for me and Andy rushed to my place. The management guy was useless. Well, he's trying to help without bringing any spare keys. He tried to go in by sneaking into the tiny hole of the gate or climbing the pipes to my kitchen. Dont worry, he didnt climb the pipes. Luckily, Andy saved the day for me!~ Lucky he still has the keys and he climbed from window to window. Pretty dangerous.

Thank you so much everyone~ And so sorry for the trouble..

Best - I didnt expect my classmates to know my birthday. And those who spammed my FB, MSN, ect. Thanks for everything guys :)

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I'm so sorry to few of my friends; Franse, Melia and Stephanie.

Sigh, cant imagine I overslept.

I miss the Japanese Village trip :(

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Nowadays, I found out there's a LOT of lamers. Especially in Tagged.com

Stop sending messages like "can I be your friend" or "can we be friends" to me.

Just send friend request, you will know the answer if I rejected you.

Such lame people like to find lame actions to do.

If your trying to ask me out, then you will get NO from me forever.

I dont go out with strangers. What a bunch of idiots.

There's a funny one today.

From:sPurrLLy JacK
To:Me
Date:May 2, 2009 1:04 AM
Subject:Re: hi..lets be frens...

Message:
wat do u do...model/stewradess/nurse/zoo keeper

WTF MAN! I dont even look like one of em. Fetish-ness........ ~_~

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