I'm Happy :)

I'm happy today~ it’s been awhile that I had been laughing and joking like today since he left and went back to KK.

We're waiting for Mr. Ivan to show him paintings that we had chosen for our final assignment. In the meanwhile, they were quite obsessed with Sugar. FYI, Sugar is a doll, my 3rd baby.

If I’m a director, I would had choose TJ and Yee Hong for my scary movie. TG looks so creepy when she’s holding Sugar, it somehow freaked me out ; and the others too I guess *hehe* Yee Hong looks like a crazy guy with a doll.

The worst thing here, Loong took off Sugar’s dress. D: Such a pedo.

Well, after class, we went to Sri Kembangan to have our lunch in Pizza Hut.
I went with my classmates; Durrah, Jonathon, K, Mi Jin, Hanna and her boyfriend, Ryu – and Sugar : )

We’re crapped a lot in Pizza Hut, especially with Mi Jin. Both of us seems like had gone crazy.

I saw a little girl aged 2-3 looks like Sugar and she looked straight to Sugar too! OMG D: Should have taken photo of the little cute girl and Sugar together >D


Thanks to Vivi for Xiaxue’s bloglink. I watched the clips and they’re so funny! I wanted to do some clips too, am I brave enough to do so? =x

p/s Jonathon, please upload the photos in FB. Wanna see em : )

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When I was having a morning shower, I came up with something. What brands do you use ? Hehe I'm just curious and I'm tagging everyone here! >D
It’s random : ) *It's mostly for girls but if boys are interested and feel like doin this, just go for it!*

1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
- Colgate (now)

2. What brand of shampoo?
- Palmolive *I love the smell of it!*
-Head & Shoulders *it's good :) but dont really like the smell T_T)

3.What brand of facial cleanser?
- St.Ives
-Previous - Granier

4.Do you use masks; firming mask, moisturizing, whitening, etc)
-No but I need one now : (

5. Toner?
-No, maybe should have a try : )

6.Eye Mask?
-Yes, cucumber eye masks! I need eye masks that can reduce eye bags and dark circles now. Any suggestion? : D

7. Do you use any facial cream?
- Hmmnn no, but I do have one – Garnier for UV and whitening; does it works? D:

8. Do you use lip balm?
-Used to. I need to make my lips more pinky, they’re dull and brown D: Unpleasant color.

9. What soap or shower gel?
-Palmolive~ I love it, it smells good >D

10.If you have been offered for a free plastic surgery, what would it be?
-A nose job of course! I hate my nose : (

11. Free tanning and whitening, which one would you go for?
-Can I have both….? : D

12.Free slimming session?
-Yes~

13. Brotox?
-Do I need it…? D:

14. What brand of deodorant do you use?
-Nivea

15. Do you get rids of armpit hairs? (any method)
-Yes, it’s kinda gross if a girl has it D:

16. Do you wax or shave your hands?
-No : )

17.Do you wax or shave your legs?
-Tried before, I hate in growth : ( They’re gross..BUT I do want to have hairless legs =x

18.Do you cut your own hair?
-Yes, front bang. I tried once for side parts, it’s a bad result.

19.Do you have cellulites?
-Yes and I hate them! But I do think I can get rid of them someday : )

20. Okay, enough of lame and stupid questions. Who do you wanna tag next?
-Everyone! >D

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Yay! Finally I can open Restaurant City!! T_T Cant go in yesterday sobs

USELESS PPL!!

Who do you think you are? Stop thinkin u know everything! Cuz you dont! u're worst than a 3 years old kid! I wanna kick u out!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday the phone got prob so cant online. What normal ppl do when this happen?
1. Check ur bill. - I dont receive any yet, so i dont think they will cut off my telephone line at 10.40pm

2. splinter broken

3. wires prob

but none of u do anything bout it! All of u juz ask me, who am i??? God???!!!!!!!!!!

I tried to exchange the splinter today. And you asshole said i damaged the wireless by doin it!
WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!!! It's already broken b4 i changed the splinter! Stop splitting blames on me you ASSHOLE!!!!


Evart asked whether can borrow the line for 5 minutes or not, normal people would do that cuz it's just 5 mins. BUT YOU???!!! U're discussin project work, so???? 5 minutes break is not allowed??? will die straightaway?????

Got mad when I said bout this and feel like hitting me again right?? Go on and hit me. I will surely report police if you do so.


Hey, stop sayin u got the rights also in this house, dont forget, i'm the biggest person here! I can kick u out if i wan!!!!!!!! whatever prob u face in this hse, u find me, who should i find if i hv prob??? NONE OF U EVEN HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

study IT for shyt????? how old are u???? almost 30???? OMG, IT"S AN AGE OF A FATHER WITH 1-2 CHILDREN!!!!!!

Since all dicks like to pick on me, bullying me, FINE!!!! CHOP OFF UR DICKS AND I WILL FEED THE DOGS WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL OF U ARE USELESSS!!!!!!! STOP ASKIN A GIRL AND YOUNGEST PERSON IN THIS HOUSE TO DO EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do I have the passion?

I had been slacking a lot recently. I wonder if I will able to get my assignments done or not...

I had been trying to work on my assignments but I just couldnt do it.. what's wrong with me???

And I had been working seriously hard for my webshop. It shows how desperate am I now ; money.

Some of you must be wondering why I am such a despo now, I will tell you why.
I wanna pay my debts to my mum (RM2000) and dont ask me what I had purchased. Secondly, I been thinking for awhile, whether wanna learn violin back, so I guess my decision is yes. I need money for violin lessons. Third, I need money to buy personal collective stuff. As you know, my crazy hobbies toward expensive stuff ; lolita, bjd, etc.


By the way, more updates to my webshop within this month. Taking orders from Fanplusfriend ; selling lolita stuff for both male and female. They sell replica clothing from various famous brands so, the prices are considered "cheap".

Thank you!!!

I was sick, so unable to go to class today. Sigh, skip class again. I'm kinda worried bout my result, it dropped from A to B for few subjects. :( I was aiming to apply for scholarship with my foundation result..

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Thanks for those who care for me when I'm in sick condition

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-My hubby

-K

-April

-Jasmine

-Jac

-Loong

-Hanna

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Maybe I'm not sick, it just my negative feelings that cause me feel sick :(

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Thank you so much to Fahmin (If I spelled it correctly), K and Jonathon for bringing me to Alamanda to print the photos! If I knew it was because of me, I would had bother you guys T_T

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Thanks to Andy for borrowing money to me too hehe :P

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Thank you to K, Yee Hong, and the rest who help me a lot in assignments~ :D

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Thank you to Chee Meng (previous sem lecturer) for replying my text, I will wait til monday for your reply! :)

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Lastly, thank you hubby for giving me support all this time T_T Love ya~ :3

God is with me :)

I'm late to class today. I woke early in the morning around 7am but I slept back because I think it's still early. Then when I woke up again and looked at the time, it's already 10am! *shock* I rushed during the morning shower and off to uni. Reached uni at 11am. I was worrying if they had started the class, lucky, there's no class~ Because the model was late *muahahaha*

The reason why I woke up late was ; working on a muscle man. He's a tough one. *HEY! what are you thinking?! Hehe, I mean a drawing :) * I have been working on it from night til 4am. And the lecturer said I can submit next week. *damn..If I ever knew it, I wouldnt work so hard :( *

Hehe, here's my muscle man~ I know he's sexy XD

Underneath the tracing paper ; skeleton
Media ; color pencil ; red and blue only
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Nyaaa~~ I hv lotsa assignments need to be done ASAP! T__T
Save me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Some People May Called IT "ART"

WARNING!!!

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IF you're mentally weak, please do not view.

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IF you're pregnant, pleae do not view.

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IF you're afraid of blood, please do not view.

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IF you're afraid of death, please do not view.

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I found out this while searching for some muscles diagram for my life drawing assignments.

I really did not expect they actually came this far.

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This is an ART to them.

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This is CREATIVITY.

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This is something UNIQUE.

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Are you sure that you really wanted to view ?

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If no, please do not click on the links below.

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If yes, click on the links, take your time and enjoy the "art"

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http://www.flickr.com/photos/antmang/2470451098/in/photostream/

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http://www.flickr.com/photos/lahierophant/111774819/in/set-72057594080991475/

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http://www.flickr.com/photos/roccotaco/2557936513

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Have a nice day people! :)

My heart gone

I miss him. Truly missing him.
Seeing him walked into the boarding hall was something tough for me.

I wish time can pass by faster so that I can go there in June.

I also hope he will come here in Dec for our CF plan..

Oyasumi.

Tired Tired Tired

I guess I'm not supposed to use soft pastel...but color pencils are slow... T^T

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I feel so tired!! :( so restless...

well well well, what am i gonna say here.. hmmnn... Oh ya! I went on a trip to batik factory today. It was so hot, we're exposed to open space ; burning heat D: but at least, I got to play with the wax and batik dyes ^^

This is my work.. It's a failure D:

After I got back home and put my batik "masterpiece", I rushed out again. Waited for more than 30 minutes for the bus to come. I took a taxi in Putrajaya Central to post office (collecting my BTSSB's loli ), unfortunately, the driver doesnt know the direction. I ended up going back to Putrajaya Central again, seeking for another driver. At last, I found one :)

Box opening!~ The headdress <333
Back

Front

Hurmn, showing my face is not a good thing ; i have such a terrible look now :( eye bags and dark circles getting worse T___T


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should watch drama and movie:

Mei no Shitsuji

10 Promises to My Dog

Weird Day?

I bought Baby The Star Shines Bright JSK and headdress. I havent tell my mum bout it yet. She's gonna kill me :( Wanna return the money to her ASAP!



Today is weird.



During the photography class, I can say myself lucky enough. I told the lecturer that I dont have enough photos and might show him in this week. Well, at first, I thought of telling lies to him but in the end, I didnt. So, I guess it's good to be honest. :)



During the lunch time, I saw Andy (from China). Then Estelle. Something really odd happened when we (me and Sam) bumped on her - she was actually smiling and waving at us. We were so shock! She never did that since we argued and go on our own ways. Third, we bumped on Andy (from S.A.D) and then Limi.



Today class for communication studies was extraordinary I guess. Unlike the previous classes, I feel like dying facing the lecturer for 3 hours! Well, this time, we dismissed earlier and less people coming to class today. Everyone hate communication studies >D



Oh my! There's test on tomorrow! I'm so dead. Andy was about to tell me the questions in the test, unfortunately, the lecturer already prepared 3 different sets of test for us. Wuah, hope I can pass it - history of art. Need to do research on paintings afterwards!

He's coming here within a week time! <333>Wanna see him o(>_<)O

Near Edge of Hell

I'm so in love with this dress, it's 16, 800 yen :( Sigh..

Eventually...I bought this...4,800 yen....

My final storyboard.. I need more time to do it, it looks so crappy :(

Visual mind map for my storyline...

DEATH LIST:

Monday

Photography Studies - i got nothing to submit

Communication Studies - summary

Tuesday
History of Art - Mid term test

Wednesday

Life Drawing - muscles coloring on skeleton

Thursday

Creative Studies - free *i guess*

Friday

Design Studies - free *i guess too....*

OMG!

SAVE ME!!!

Ups and Downs on Today

I barely slept just to finish my storyboard for presentation today.

I waited for a long time during the presentation, it's bad because my class had to combine with diploma class for the presentation.
I left my sketchbook, which I need to submit today too. I felt so depressed because I'm wearing heels *it's pain :(* and thinking of goin back home to take my sketchbook then rush back to uni again. Luckily the lecturer allowed me to hand in tomorrow, previously she said I had to submit it on today.

I think I had made a guy's presentation gotten more worse. Well, it's not my fault *ahem ahem*
He's wearing casual during the presentation and ended up scolded by lecturers *marks deducted*. After the presentation, I asked which one is his character in the storyboard. The lecturers asked it too after me. Then he got scolded again, for doing his storyboard wrongly. He did not draw. It's just photos with a lame storyline. *marks deducted again*

Got back home and checked on my mails and forums. Finally I have customers. :)
Hope Dream of Doll will reply me ASAP so that I can confirm my customer with the order she had made.
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Another thing here, my cousin, Kiki from HK was looking for me. She lost my contact D: Argh, miss her T_T

Kiki: If u're reading this, I wanna see your baby's photos :D Please send em to me ^^

And her mum just went to Sandakan and I got to talked to her today :)

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I hope I can manage to get lolita dress for coming outing in May. :(
Should I sell my lolita skirt......? *sigh*

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Waiting: Happy Camille's wigs for cosplaying