Brand NEW M E

Mandarin speaker
To learn and improve my Mandarin
Status: Working on it

Creative
To be creative and unique
Status: workin on it

Different
To be someone else, myself.
Status: Working on it

Lolita
Lace Love
Status: Pending

Kimono addict
To collect any kind of kimono
Status: Pending

An artist
To learn how to draw
Status: In progress

BJDs owner
More sons and daughters
Status: Financial planning

Plush designer and maker
My own money-making business
Status: Still workin for it

Photographer
To be famous
Status: In progress

Language A or B ?

I went out with my friends today. It's so terrible. Stucked in train; sweats of others stained on me, hair of a girl poking my eyes, stinks and etc. Then I started to feel a problem between me and my friends; communication problem.

My Mandarin is poor; level of a kindergarten kid maybe. They dont understand what am I sayin so I tried to talk to them in English and still they dont understand it. Limi is from China so, her main language is Mandarin, so do Andy. Estelle is a local but still she doesnt understand what I'm tryin to say sometimes. It's like, I can only talk to Florey and Edward. Today, Edward was tryin to cheer me up and asked me to think positively and not to give up. Thanks but there's like tonnes of questions in my mind.

I went for a movie with them; Mamma Mia! and I strongly recommend it. It's really nice, it's like a wonderful and perfect movie. If you dislike music and oldies, perhaps you wont find it interesting. And I bought their soundtracks, it's so nice!

When I was in the bus, my mum called. She told me that my house is partially damaged by a big tree. I was kinda shock when she told me that but the damaged part just the bathroom area between my room and my grandparent's room.

I got home but still feelin down. I talked to my boyfriend and he was tryin to cheer me up. Thanks darling, for wastin your credit. (>_<) Around 12.30am, I went out with Thasi. It's like there's no one I can talk to here among my friends. Sam is in Penang now and enjoyin his time,so I dont wanna bother him. I talked to Thasi and again, another person tried to cheer me up. He's goin back to Penang on tomorrow, my roommate; Viviene is goin back to Malacca on Tues. Gosh, I feel homesick! Wanna go home, wanna meet my friends there. Especially Amy. I miss her so much. She always listen to me and gives me support.


May God blesses me to go through everything that's goin to happen on me here.

Nippon

I am badly influenced by Japanese culture. Harajuku street fashion ; lolita. I'm into yukata and kimono too.
I just ordered a lolita set from Miki *Gosh!, what am I thinking*. Yukata next. *muahahahahahaa* I wanna be a japanese sometimes :D kinda ashamed that I'm a Chinese and I got no cheongsam =x (it's normal, right?????)

TAGGED by NANA

Nama-nama timangan anda:
Donna
Don
Dougnut (so of my meanie friends)
Tien tien chuen (Limi)
Na (NS friends; non Chinese)
Fish/Fishy/FishFish
Kaolla
Merri

Anda seorang yang...
Pelik!
Suka berbelanja pada barang2 yg tidak berfaedah
Suka tidur

Insan Teristimewa Dimata Anda:
Entahla

Lagu Kesukaan Anda:
Sekarang; Ayu REMIX sent by Pan!! :332

Makanan Kesukaan Anda:
Entahla...

Warna Kesukaan Anda:
Bergantung pada mood saya

Sikap yang membuatkan anda bengang:
Suka cakap keburukkan org lain
Suka mengada-ada
Fikir dirinya pandai sgt
Penipu
Tidak ikhlas

Tiga benda yang mesti ada dalam beg anda:
Handphone
Kunci
Duit

Kali terakhir anda menangis dan kenapa?
Minggu nie ; sbab risaukan seseorg

TAG
Sesiapa aje yg nak isi masa lapang

L O L I ?

ARGH!! Assignments, i'm too lazy for it
Well, the hardware store is located downstairs of my apartment and still, i not yet go for my printer!!
LAZY ME!

I had contact Miki bout Lolita sets. I want em so much <333 But they are expensive!!! T___T
Sobs, I wish someone can go to Mid Valley with me on next Sat, wanna meet her and make some payment...

E X H A U S T - ED

Yesterday I went to Sg.Wang's area. It's like we're walkin for the whole day and I really hate the public transportation especially the monorail. My friends asked me to have a try on a matched clothing (Gothic-ish). The shirt worth RM299 and I dont know the price for the skirt.

Arghh! I know I'm not pretty or cute, ignore me; just have a look on the shirt and skirt only! Ugly photos taken in the fitting room







I passed by I-Socks and it's so tempting! I saw gothic, lolita and etc. Wonder when will I be abled to own a lolita set *cries*

Today is a tiring day. I just slept for few hours and then there's homeworks for my Creative Studies. I was thinking not to go to IOI Mall with Limi and Edward a first, I changed my mind and went to IOI lastly. I withdrawed some money from the ATM because I'm goin to buy 3-in-1 printer on tomorrow. By the time I came home, I felt so tired. The only thing in my mind ; sleep.

I wanna finish my homework ASAP but the connection here is too slow! :( *frustrated*

I'm fine

Nothing much happened on the past weekends. I went to Alamanda and spent over a hundred ringgit again; forbidden to enter any bookstore.

Today, it’s like a nightmare for me. I attended today’s class and it’s making me moodless. I cant draw! Life drawing is the hardest subject ever. Gosh, how am I goin to make it…
Limi went back to hostel earlier, so I’m alone. Then Docent (if not mistaken) was saying “let’s go” at me. So, I ended up going back to my hostel with 2 black guys. In the bus, I bumped on Andy and he accompanied me to the hardware shop to check the 3-in-1 printer. I need it! I was waiting for Limi but she did not tell me that she’s goin to IOI on today and I gotta have my dinner alone.

When I was waiting for my take away fried rice, here’s a black guy, he sat just next to me.

Him: are you okay…?
Me: yes
Him: are you sure that you’re okay…?
Me: er yea…?


What a boring day.

God, please save him

It's a terrible day. His condition is gettin worse. There's some mistake during the previous operation he had few days ago. He doesnt want to go through any operations anymore. It's hard for me to take this and the flavors that he wanted me to do. Not to be sad or cry when he's gone and find another guy. All I want to do now is to be by his side til the last breath. I do hope miracles will happen on him.

There's always black guys talkin to me now. When I was waitin for lift, then a black guy was there and tellin me ; nice shoes (Duh.) Then when I was waitin for the bus after shopping (I spent almost hundred! Damnit), a black guy sat next to me and introduced himself.

Since I had forgotten to take my house keys (Oh great!), I tried to knock the door and hoping someone will open it for me. Fat hope. I went down to the management office, lucky there's a staff there and I asked him if he would help me to open the door for me. There's 2 guys there too. Keys locked inside their rooms (Same as me!). A malaysian Indian guy told me that he thought I was from Japan (=_=") At the same time, Alex (newly met Botswana student) called me and asked if he would come down and meet me. No chance for him, I went up to my apartment when he went downstairs. (He told me that he has a huge crush on me; that's a lie)

Why were these happened on me????

F E V E R

I had Design Studies on yesterday and the lecturer is quite funny. Evening, I went to campus to accompany Limi. She got rehersal for her comin performance on Friday. Not long after I got home, I'm sick. Terrible. Cold til my body non stop shaking and then felt real hot. Headache and vomited once. Felt bad for makin my boyfriend worried bout me and didn’t sleep for the whole night.

For today’s class ; analytical drawing is quite bored. We’re required to draw something in the class. I was drawing my mobile. I met people from Uganda, Korea, Nepal, Botswana and Sudan today. Both Sudan and Uganda friends were sayin that I don’t look like a Chinese. Many people had ask me this question; are you a Chinese? Now I knew that I don’t look like a Chinese. After the class, I went to Poliklinik Gomez with Limi. She wanna takes some medicine for sore throat. From there, black guys were askin for my number. (Duh.)

So far, I met people from China, Uganda, Botswana, Sudan, Nepal, Korea and Malaysia. I had some people remembering their names; for few of them.

Sunday's Lunch

I slept quite late (around 3) and woke up around 10am. Then my friend told me that I have to go to her apartment at 12pm later for lunch. I was like "Huh, I thought it's supposed to be on Monday....?" I went to her place and do nothing. They were makin dumplings and cookin. I did not cook but I just helped em to wash the dishes (a little only). After that, we went to Andy's place. They were doin their assignments, whereas for me, I'm tryin to get Sabrina's layout done.

Argh, wonder how's Cammie at home. Kinda miss her.

D E C I S I O N

I went to Mines with my friends yesterday. I had to rush up to my apartment to take my bus card because I had forgotten to take it with me. Felt kinda guilty for makin my friends waited for me.

Then when I reached Desaria not long ago, I received phone calls from Winnie and Amy. They told me that I am not goin to get my cert for national service. It felt like I was slapped by a big fish. Then Pan told me that PuiTze got the cert and not me. That's so unfair, I felt so upset bout it. Extremely not happy bout it.

Then this morning, I received another phone call from my mum. She told me that I'm goin to get my cert later, next batch perhaps. Their excuse - out of cert paper. It's lame. I have to wait for such a long time to get my cert and still unsure *i dont trust gov people now* whether I can get it or not. It's terrible!

My friends had been askin me to move to their place. I'm still thinkin whether I wanna move or not. Florry wanted to be alone, I cant force her to live with me. So, might be movin in the next semester.

Feel the S T R E E S

Today was supposed to be Ice Breakin' session but we did not join it. Just walkin around and get our things done. I had copied my timetable. Kinda shock with the schedule. Here is it:

Mon (9am-5pm)

Life Drawing

Tues (9am-5pm)

Design Studies

Wed (9am-5pm)

Analytical Drawing

Thurs (9am-5pm)

Creative Studies

Fri (9am-12pm and 2.30pm-5.30pm)

Communication Studies

Moral

I hate it when I go back to my apartment by bus. It's always crowded and I gotta stand! Well, this is my second time standing and it's uneasy. Met a girl in the bus too, she's standing in front of her. Angeline from JB. We talked bout national service on the way back (she went in too!).

Sigh, kinda worry bout Monday. First lesson is life drawing. I cant draw - that's my major problem.

INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is my lucky day i guess! Finally I got my connection here. I had paid RM130 for two months, that's kinda expensive for me. So, here's my briefing.

30th August
Moved into my apartment. I sharing a room with a girl and dont know how many people in this apartment. My friends in the camp were havin performance on tonight. Amy and Chan were presentin sajak, whereas for him, he became a full time musical for that night. Too bad I cant join them, it sounds fun.

31st August
Second day stayin in Desaria Ville Condominium (DVC). It's not-so bored because my friends in the camp got their mobiles back. So, I got the chance to call em. It's good to talk to them again!

1st Sept
Third day and yet I got no friends in here. It's sux. My group's Tshirt was done (Berbisa in Kem Bagai Budi) but there's a mistake on it. My shirt is with Winnie, she'll pass it to me when she's back to KL later. Something unpredictable - they gotta return their mobiles on this night!

2nd Sept
Fourth day and it's my first day in campus too. In the morning before I left my apartment, my roommate came back from Malacca. Her name is Viviene. I went to my campus alone. When I reached there, I went to the 3rd floor - Hall of Fame to register myself and get things done. From there, I met A-Hen (Ai Han). He's from KL. At first we used Mandarin to communicate, then switched to Cantonese because I'm not good in Mandarin. I rarely speak Mandarin. A-Hen did not attend welcome speech in Gallery 2, so I'm alone (again). Moment later, a girl sat beside me. Then we started to introduce ourselves. Her name is Limi and she's from China (Wow, yes China, another Mandarin speaker!). It's tough to hear what she's tryin to say and for me to speak either. After the speech, we went back to Desaria together and we had dinner together too.


So, that's what happened! Tomorrow is my second day goin to campus. Still orientation week tho. It's kinda hard to find friends here, 80% - non-Malaysians.