Woots!~

It's my birthday now. Thanks for those who greeted me when passed midnight.

I received this (below) from Eden through email too!

Adult nowadays

I feel so upset now. I just argued with my dad. Why does he fucking cares bout other’s business?! I did not ask money from him to buy something I desired for. Even I mention bout it, he will definitely scold me; maybe it’s because he scares I ask money from him. Just STFU (shut the fuc*k up) if it’s not your concern and your money!

Second, my cousin. I wish I can settle the payment before my birthday. Now, everything just got worse and complicated. From the 25th til now, she has not help me to settle the payment. If my PayPal account is verified, I will not ask her to help me. Each time I asked for help, why they have to make something so simple into something full of complication?! She’s afraid that Eden is some sort of scam. They are not, since many people purchased with them before and they received their items safely.

My mum saw I’m in a bad mood. She’s trying to say something positive to comfort me. She asked me to buy from Dollmore since they have such a fast service and nice dolls too. Dollmore’s dolls are expensive. Their faceup cost are higher too. Sigh.

Complication

I don’t know how to express out my feelings now. Mixture of sadness and anger inside me. I am losing my appetite and experiencing sleep interuption recently. Why no one out there understand my feelings? Keep saying things like "Ask her buy and ship here la". 1st, it's a waste of time to do so. 2nd, my girl need a customized faceup and body blushing. 3rd, I want to do box opening by my own. 4th, the last wig is reserved for my online order. It's easy to say something because they are not the one who is getting the doll.

First, my cousin called. I felt sad to hear that I have to wait for another day. I just want the payment to be settled and now everything became so complicated.

Second, it was my mum. No matter how many times I am goin to explain to her, she will never understand it. In order to verify PayPal account, I need PayPal Code. The code is from credit card statement. Since my mum doesn’t has an online account (bank), I cant check it online but to wait by mail. Unfortunately, mail takes a long time. It will only be sent in end of April and receive in early of May. My mum gave me her old statement. I said I need a new and latest statement. And today, she made me gone mad. She asked me to use another person’s statement since that person had received her statement today. How can I use another person’s statement?! How am I goin to explain to her til she really understands it?!

Why is it so hard to get a present for myself?? I really hate this. I wish I got my own credit card so that I can relay on myself and not others.


Mood: Fu*kin' pissed

Stop the time!

I cant sleep again. Insomnia. I was worrying bout my new girl, Camelia. My cousin, Kiki still not yet makes any payment for me. (Well, I have to pay her back right after the payment is made). These days, I cant really sleep well because of it; as time is getting less.

Today I went to workshop. It was bored because I was alone. Some of the Malay girls were friendly to me. They just sit next to me. I don’t expect to learn how to drive today too. I was a bit nervous because my driving skill sucks.

I checked my order in Dollmore today. I can check my inquiry on EMS’s website. Each time I check, it says there’s no such item! Again, worries in my head. Or maybe they just not yet post my order.

Shock!

I cant make any payment to Eden since my paypal account is not verified. I was thinkin to send my money to Sharon's paypal so that she can help me to purchase it. My mum has been calling to my cousin in HK. Unfortunately her mobile cant be reached.

Not long after that, my phone rang. It's my cousin from HK called. She told me that she went out without her mobile, that's why we cant reach her. I hope she can help me to settle the payment before May.

Suprisely, I made my payment to Dollmore yesterday and they had helped me to ship my items today! I love Dollmore for their friendly response for each emails I had sent and their fast service!! :33 Eden is good too. As they replied to every emails I had send to them too.

IT SUXS

I feel really depress now. My mum had finally agreed to borrow me her credit card so that I can use paypal to pay for my stuff. It means I am paying everything with my own money.

At first, I made a payment to Dollmore for 7 items which cost me $59.50. Then I wanna make the second payment for Edendoll. I got 7 items and 2 services from there. Overall cost is $360.50.

When I press “send money”, it says I had exceeded my sending limit. I checked my sending limit. It left around $940. What’s wrong with PayPal?! I was upset bout it.

And now I am waiting reply from Edendoll whether I can make payment into few sections. Sigh.

I cant wait til the days my doll arrives!!!!!!!!

HK?!

I cant really sleep after I check the pricing for HK dollzone agent. I slept and 4 and woke up at 8 in the morning.

Here are the differences:

HK
-face up $20
-body blushing service $2
-doll price $199.99 (Before 1st May)
-Shipping cost around $18-20

AUS
-face up $40
-free wig
-doll price $230
-Shipping cost around $60

Sigh. Tough.

I need a paypal account!

My mum just came home from KL today. She bought me 4 T-shirts. I am happy bout even though there’s two pieces not my liking.

I checked my mail and my uncle has not reply me. My desperation made me pm-ed Moggie in MSN. He said he still not yet receives any payment. The price had been raised and that’s a lot. Luckily I can choose for my free wig from Moggie. If my uncle can’t pay for me within this week, I think I gotta use my own money. Since my mum said she can help me to pay half of the price. I have to pay the another half price using my own money from bank account (I don’t know how much money I got in my bank account). 1st of May is the shipping day, if I order earlier, I can get my doll in June!

Gosh, I am goin insane.

it felt like SLAPPEEEDDD by someone

I went to Moggie's toyshop webbie. I was shocked when I saw my shopping cart's total money amount. My doll's price had been raised from 199.99 to 230!! That's a HUGE raise. Sigh.
I changed one of my costume to a cheaper price and reduced a wig. How sad~~!!! *shout*

To: Zixian

Here; the info you asked me to help ya check.


Info of the doll from Dream of Doll:

TwinkeyAge: 75th class of the first grade, Fairy school

Horoscope: VirgoBirthday: 27th of August

Blood type: AB

Favorite color: White

An adorable little lady who worries about her own shape even she loves soft-mousse cakes and chocolates,shealso loves to wear white dress and to collect teddy bears.

skin type : nomal
Fully jointed and carefully sent.
not include dress
Twing-key is a girl doll.
height;41cm
she will go with below things for standard kit.
a pair of default eyes(random color)/ ;16mm half round acrlic eyes [you can't choose the color]
a wig: random
make-up :she goes without any painting on her face.
a pin/2 cushions/a box.
This set doesn't include any of outfit.
We guarantee that all hand-made products will be shipped out within 6~7weeks.
After making payment for your order,
cancellation won't be accepted.
Please make a careful decision.

Conclusion:

The main price for the doll is $321.00 (US Dollar).

This means, only these items are included:
-base head and body
-random wig
-a pin
-2 cushions
-a box
-a pair of random colour arlic eyes


You need to pay extra for these following:
-Make up ($40)
-Dress (Check in dress section. D.O.C dress is only for D.O.C by following the size of doll)
-Shoes (Same as dress)
-ETC (wigs, eyes)
-Shipping fee

All items are in US dollar currency. Feel free to ask me if you dont understand anything :)

Rozen Maiden

No matter how many times I watch, I will definitely cry when watchin the final. Especially when Hina Ichigo "died". I was seekin for the third season and I found something that I don’t know bout Rozen Maiden.

Unresolved issues (in the anime)

Kirakishou
Barasuishou is actually not the seventh Rozen Maiden, but rather a copy of one. The true seventh Rozen Maiden, Kirakishou, is shown very briefly towards the end of the final episode of Rozen Maiden Träumend, watching Laplace no Ma dance with two Rosae Mysticae in his hands. Nothing more about Kirakishou has been revealed.

Laplace
At first, he seems to support Enju and Barasuishou in the battle against the Rozen Maidens, but in the final episode of Rozen Maiden träumend, he slips away after Barasuishou's destruction, declaring that his amusement has come to an end for the time being. Later on in the episode, he is shown dancing with Kirakishou, holding two Rosae Mysticae, most likely those of Souseiseki and Hinaichigo. When appearing in the Ouvertüre OVA, it seems that he controls the duration of the Alice Game, since he can force the dolls to return to their suit cases when the current Alice Game participants terminate their contracts with their mediums.

Father
At the end of Rozen Maiden Träumend, Enju turns out not to be the man known as Rozen, or "Father", but rather a jealous apprentice of his, who seeks to eclipse Rozen's art. To accomplish his goal, Enju created Barasuishou to destroy the Rozen Maidens and thus become Alice. Barasuishou succeeds in defeating most of the Rozen Maidens and acquires all six of their Rosae Mysticae, but because she is not a true Rozen Maiden, she is unable to contain the Rosae Mysticae and crumbles away in Enju's arms. The true "Father" appears afterwards, and resurrects all of the Rozen Maidens except Souseiseki and Hinaichigo, since they were defeated by genuine Rozen Maidens. He then tells Shinku that there is another way to become Alice, without playing the lethal game, and that it is up to her to figure out how. He also entrusts her with "finding a solution" regarding Souseiseki and Hinaichigo. The series ends shortly after, with no solution to either puzzle.

The Magical Power
It is known that Enju and Rozen have the ability to bring dolls to life, and Shirosaki, or more precisely, Laplace, can change his appearance and move to and from the N-field at will. At the end of Rozen Maiden, Jun was able to magically reattach Shinku's arm. Suigintou notes that apparently only a Maestro (referencing to Rozen) possesses this sort of power, though Shinku notes that in Jun's world, he can do whatever he wishes he can do. Clearly, Jun is not Rozen, but his sewing expertise was able to restore a doll to life earlier in the series, which would suggest that Jun may have latent magical power with the potential to equal Rozen's.



Review of Alice Game in Rozen Maiden:



MUST WATCH! =X

WEIRD??!!

Okay! I had changed my first portfolio art. My third time! For me, it's way better compared than the previous two. BUT it's still weird. I dont know how can I change it anymore. OUTTA IDEAS!
By the way, if you wanna view, click http://fishai.deviantart.com/art/A-Dream-83234527

2 more pieces to go~ I am out of time. (._.) Need to RUSHHHHHH!!~~~~~

AHH

Okay. It's my last minute portfolio that I am goin to submit. Sketch on plane paper and digital inking in photoshop. I cant draw so, it's the best I can do!

My first attempt: sucky hair.

This is my second. Modified hair and removed a huge flower.

WHAT?!

I sent another email to Singapore Dollzone. Added Moggie’s Toyshop (Dollzone agent in Australia) in msn. Luckily he/she approved me.

I asked bout the shipping cost. It nearly rips my heart into pieces. Since there’s no shipping rate for Malaysia in the list, Moggie said it’s same with Hong Kong. Imagine how much is it. $60. It’s so expensive to get my girl ships over here. Plus it takes around 3 months to reach here or more than that. *cries*

I sent an email to my uncle. I was unsure when he will online and check his mail. I wish he can help me to pay and I will pay him back next. I hope his answer is positive! If not, I will be so-so upset bout it.

Another thing, what piss me of is the money currencies between US dollar and MY ringgit. I used to hate Malaysia because of the low rate money currency of us. Everything is difficult to be achieved. It’s makin our lives hard. (Sorry Theo. It’s a fact) Good luck to MY ringgit! Raise the rate and make our money more valuable!!

I woke up at 5am today because Mdm. Kwan (drivin sifu) asked me to wait at 6.30am.

I reached the test hall around 7.30 am. Not long after that, Mdm Kwan called. She said I not yet learn how to use computer. *WHAT THE HECK?!* I told her that I will be okay with it.

I barely passed my law test. Luckily I don’t see the word “Gagal” in my result. Finish around 8.30am and waited for someone to fetch me. It was bored to wait there. Around 10am, I saw a guy came in. His appearance; rock malay guy. Then he said lookin for me. *HUH?!* He’s actually the one who will send me home after the test.

I checked my mail and it upset me. No email for Dollzone and my uncle. Maybe my uncle is busy. I sent emails to both Dollzone Singapore and Dollzone Australia. I waited for 3 days and yet still no reply! Wonder why they did not reply me. Sigh, I wanna know the shipping fees. *cries*

One more thing. I want my money back from a girl named Lily. *ARGHHHH*. Although she owes me only RM30 and yet…it is still MONEY. I need money now. Despo despo despo despo~ PM-ed her in msn and she not yet reply me. Maybe gotta call her. Hope I will get my money back.

I wish..

I saw a huge box and was certain what it is inside the box. Then I opened it and it is a doll.
I was happy that time but unfortunately it was just a dream.

I need MONEY!

I was checkin the price of dolls and the items. I choose DollZone. There's branches from UK,Australia and Singapore. It's almost the same I guess.
Here are the links:
UK: http://www.doll-zone.com/
Aus: http://moggie.mine.nu/shop/
SG: http://www.geocities.com/dzsingapore/dollsmain.html

In my shopping chart, there's 7 items overall and cost $383.57. Which mean I need approx RM1,217.00. Maybe I can reduce some items to lower the cost. The doll itself costs $199.99 plus $40 for face up. Another thing, shippin fees! I wonder how much it will cost. I wanted to add-in furnitures but they are so-so expensive.

I feel so sad now. I dont even have the amount of money now. Sigh. When can I get my own doll?! Gosh, saving money is a slow process. It takes me almost a year time or maybe more than that to affort just a single doll.

Interupted sleep

I slept around 5am today. Just wanna finish my dollies pic for blog. I wanna put Ayu inside but it doesn’t turn out so well and I ended up by getting Ayu’s pic out of it. Sadly.

Around 7-8am, I was sleeping back then until my mum started to poke me and urged me when will I go for the law test. That moment, I was in sleepy mode, I felt quite annoyed bout it. My parents had been urging me to contact with the woman so that I can get my driving license as fast as possible.


After my parents left the house, I can finally have a peaceful sleep. That’s what I thought. A phone call came around 10am. I thought it was my dad or my mum. When I picked up, I heard a woman’s voice. She asked “why you not yet send sms to me?” then I recalled who she is. My law test again.

I can hardly sleep since then. So, I was thinking of watchin anime, Tactics. But the videos had been removed! Disappointed. Now I am goin to watch back Rozen Maiden and Rozen Maiden Traumend (second season).

I am goin insane I guess. Too obsess with dolls. I even dream of them! Wish my dream is real that time. *cries*

Lost

I love them! I would be happy if someone would buy it for me on my birthday =X Or I got enough money to buy. Sigh.



Each of them cost around $650 not included cloth and make up.




This kid from LUTS cost $280. Not included make up.

GREED and JEALOUS

Oh my.. God, please forgive me. I am such a greedy person.

I was bored. So, I try to surf around, searching for pictures of ball-jointed dolls.
They are beautiful and the photos are awesome!
My photography skills sux and they always do!
Jealousy, my another sin.

Random

Things are not goin so well recently. At least I am still alive here. Sometimes silly questions began to appear in my mind. For example, why there is happiness and sadness. I know it sounds stupid but I cant hold myself from thinking silly questions.

I just watched the whole episodes of Gunslinger Girls recently. It’s a great anime. Today, I found the second season of it! Gunslinger Girls II Treatrino. Goin to watch it but it is still on show. Maybe gotta wait again.

Besides, I watched an anime called Le Potrait de Petit Cossette. There’s only 3 episodes but I stopped at the 2nd episode. It’s an odd. In another word, scary, just a little. I don’t really understand some parts though. Since it’s almost 2am now and I don’t want to have any nightmares again, so I switched to Gunslinger Girls II!


p/s Sadly, the artist of Gunslinger Girls and Gunslinger Girls II is not the same person. I like the first artist! T.T

Dream.

Yesterday, I went to my godma’s house since she asked me to. There, I bumped on Sabrina and met other of my godma’s goddaughters. It’s a meaningful meeting. First we got a bible reading and sharing session. After that, we had pizzas and cakes while watchin a movie regarding of Saint Bernadette. She was the one of the child that the Holy Virgin appeared to. For my godma’s knowledge, she said so far, the Holy Virgin had appeared to 6 childrens and still appearing to 2 children nowdays on every 25th of the month.

One of the famous story bout the appearance of the Holy Virgin is Our Lady Fatima. She appeared to three shepherd children ; Lucia Santos and her cousins Jacinta and Francisco Marto. For more information, please read from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Our_Lady_of_Fatima

I had a dream just before I woke up and it made me cried. I saw what I wanted to see. Even thou she was a pet dog for me but she was more than that. To me, she’s a friend of mine. A close old friend.

Mars!

I had been playin Cabal these days. It's tired to level. 1st of April, Mars server is released and this is the 4th day I play in Mars. And Mystic guild is born today!~
I love Mars! Why? Less people, less lag!

For any Auditioners, I am sorry that I could not play it recently.

No other special event/s happened! So, nothing to be reported here :)

April Fool trick in Audition??!

Gosh some sort of trick on us!