Tomaridesu ka, anata...

My mood is not going so well in these few days. And to those that are close to me, I know you know why, especially Catric, Nana and K. Three of you gave me the same answer. I know I should do it also. From time to time, I had been mentioning it and it always lead to argument.

It's funny when somebody you love told you something like this.

"I'm tired, I need a rest, could we be friends back?"

I think most of you would think of the meaning behind this sentence. Yes, breaking up. That was my first thought also. At first it really broke my heart. In the same time, somebody came into my life and trying to make me his. I did not accept him.

And today, or maybe these long, he somehow accused me of flirting or being scandalous.
I felt offended but I can do nothing anymore.

Tonight, I just slapped him. I just felt frustrated at him. Fooling or joking around and I dont know that he was just kidding. Maybe I'm just too serious with the issue.

When I saw those lovely and sweet couples, I remind of my own memories when we were firstly started to date. No matter how many times I told him that we were no longer close to each other and I dont feel that I has been treated as a girlfriend, it is still useless.

Or maybe, I'm just longing for a hug. Just a hug, why is it that hard?

Forget bout this.

I went to MidValley today to pick up Puri and Kuri. I cant post their photos yet because it's kinda hard to take photos of them since they're running here and there. And I had hard times in recognizing them because they look the same, just like a twins! They're so tiny too! Their birth date is on 3rd August 2009. :)

So, please wait for the photos ya~ Especially my dearly Nana and my twin, Catric. <333



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Anyone interested to order stuff from Bodyline with me? I wanna save on shipping. >_<"
If yes, kindly find me and send me the link of items. I do charge you :x So sorry ~

Inai.

Someone that is not blind but he is blind. Too blind to see my feelings. Unexpectly, too many things happened in these few days. I was sad and felt kinda frustrated over it. Am i worth nothing more than a branded tee to you? I am tired all those lame excuses you had given to me. I dont know how long could I hold on anymore. If you say I'm selfish, I am.

Day by day, intimacy is getting lessser. No more hugs and kisses. Attempts failed and I dont wanted to try anymore. It hurts the most when you pushed me away.

Maybe you're not the one for me and it's time to stop.

Puri and Kuri.

On 16th August, it was quite a frustrating day for me. I went to the wrong place in Bangsar. I was supposed to go to Bangsar Shopping Complex and not Bangsar Village shopping mall. I had to walked 4+ km. Besides, I had few arguments with Don and had not taken any nice photos and my battery was running out during the day.

Yesterday, I PM-ed few hamster sellers in LYN. And Vicky replied me. I had bought two little roborovski hamsters. Babies :D

Gonna get them next week because they're still young. I'm naming them Puri and Kuri. :3

Vicky sent some photos to me via email and here goes~

Cant wait to get them :3

And I had booked a winter white hamster too, collection on early September.

Bali Study Trip and Redang Island Holiday Trip.

My class had been started this week! Suprisely, I dont know majority of my classmates and I think some of them are quite arrogant as well. They're in a big group and only stay in the group.

Today the lecturer had informed us a news; Bali study trip on week 5. I was kinda shock when Don told me earlier in the morning. I dont have my passport with me and I have to go back to Sabah to get a new passport.

That sounds extremely ridiculous.

Why?

Because it cost around RM600 to go back to Sabah for few days only, it's not worth it.

Another RM600 for the passport and RM1300+ for the bali trip.


I really hate this. I dont wanted to go. I felt extremely frustrated since I knew this trip. I have classes everyday, how am I suppose to go back to Sabah since all subjects are fairly important?????

Yesh, all thanks to the LUCT branch in Bali. *shows middle finger =.= *



Another news, I need to go to Bangsar on Sunday. Another ridiculous event. Bangsar, it's so damn far and I dont even know how to get there! Attendance is compulsory. I mean, come on, it's Sunday, man!


SUNDAY SUPPOSED TO BE A HOLIDAY FOR US!!!



Thanks to the Fashion Runway by LUCT and I have to go there for my photography assignment. ( =.=" )





I had planned to go to Redang Island with my "twin" bro during semester break, which is on week 7. Damn. Now I have 2 trips in the same month, September. I'm definately goin to be a damn poor girl, broke.

I dont wanna miss this Redang Island trip because I already cancelled an event with Sandakan Photography Group (SPG). They're goin to Selingan Island in October to shoot some turtles
:( I'm so envy.




Sigh. I dont know what can I do anymore. My mind is filled with all these problems.

Save me :(