Complication

I don’t know how to express out my feelings now. Mixture of sadness and anger inside me. I am losing my appetite and experiencing sleep interuption recently. Why no one out there understand my feelings? Keep saying things like "Ask her buy and ship here la". 1st, it's a waste of time to do so. 2nd, my girl need a customized faceup and body blushing. 3rd, I want to do box opening by my own. 4th, the last wig is reserved for my online order. It's easy to say something because they are not the one who is getting the doll.

First, my cousin called. I felt sad to hear that I have to wait for another day. I just want the payment to be settled and now everything became so complicated.

Second, it was my mum. No matter how many times I am goin to explain to her, she will never understand it. In order to verify PayPal account, I need PayPal Code. The code is from credit card statement. Since my mum doesn’t has an online account (bank), I cant check it online but to wait by mail. Unfortunately, mail takes a long time. It will only be sent in end of April and receive in early of May. My mum gave me her old statement. I said I need a new and latest statement. And today, she made me gone mad. She asked me to use another person’s statement since that person had received her statement today. How can I use another person’s statement?! How am I goin to explain to her til she really understands it?!

Why is it so hard to get a present for myself?? I really hate this. I wish I got my own credit card so that I can relay on myself and not others.


Mood: Fu*kin' pissed