Friday, May 22, 2009

Tiring

I'm back to bloggin again~ Whee~~
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I'm eatin now actually ahaha =x
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Just finish my presentation today, it's sux. I am bad in presentation and never good in it. There's two Indonesian girls that pissed me off. Since I'm the first one presenting, I know they dont really listen to me but at least shut up. They kept on laughing and talking at there til Ms.Zarinah said keep quiet and I glared at em; one of them seems to get the "meaning" and look pissed. Hey biatch, I'm the one that supposed to be pissed, not you. Zzzzz *I left out during the presentation on Mon, so gotta replace it on Friday with another class*
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After the presentation, we waited and wasted our time on some people. This kinda made me mad too. Well, for William, I think it's okay since we're already text him and told him that we're goin without him. For Aishah, she's really made me a bit annoyed. Me and Loong went up to her hostel and find her; she told us she's not goin. Then we told the rest, when Mi Jin and Durrah went up and asked her, she said she's goin. What's wrong with her??? Damn.. zzzzz
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When we reached the batik workshop, we expected we can start doin our work today. In the end, we did nothing. Just bought some fabric and I have to finish drawing it tonight so that we can start doin the chanting tomorrow.
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This is just some random. How hilarious he is.
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Hahahaha sorry people!!
I keep on whinning and complaining here, but that's my life >_<
Thanks for reading :D

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I cant control myself

Today is Loong's birthday. We went to Neway in Puchong after class. Yes, Neway, a karaoke place. It's my first time, if you're wondering why is it my first time, then I can tell you why. It is because I cant sing.

Everyone were happy and enjoying themselves but it seems like I turned to be an bad apple that moment. Sorry guys. It's just something playing in my mind, the images of him, his voice and everything bout were in my mind.

The longer I stayed in the cold room, I feel more wanna cry. Watchin those chinese songs MV really made me more sad. Lucky I am not a chinese songs fans. It will just make me more emo.

Lastly, thanks and sorry to make all of you concerned bout my budget if I tagged along, especially to Veronica and Yee Hong. So sorry for all the trouble; thinkin for a cheaper place to eat, paying for the LRT, fetching me go out and go home. >_<

The only thing that I want is to see him. Suddenly I feel like time is getting lesser, I really really wanna spend more time with him. I just couldnt stand the this feeling anymore...

Monday, May 18, 2009

Super Duper Desperate Human.

I am wondering why people are so desperate. They should really stop doin this because this is the major problem that they dont have any girlfriends. Age range between 23 - 30.
Duh, I dont even know you, why should I give it to you? Freak.

......This is not the first time that I got mistaken as other races. I'm a chinese. Stop tellin me that I look like a chinese dumbass.


This is truly a despo. Even gave me his number.


I dont even know them in real life. -.-

Another common conversation of these type of human.

A: hi
B: er hi
A: you look cute/pretty. do you hv bf ar??
B: er yea, why?
A: then I cannot chase u lohh???
B: ......
A: Nvm, you got fren intro? confirm dun hv one la

and I hate this kind of conversation also.

A: hi
B: hi
A: how are you ar??
B: fine, u?
A: fine too, what are you doing now o??
*and every time he/she finds you, this conversation never changes*




Really found them so annoying. Zzzzzzzz


Sunday, May 17, 2009

Heart is meant to be broken

Yesterday outing for some photography snap with my friends.
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Attendance list:
Mi Jin
Veronica
Yee Hong
Jacob
Loong
K
Me
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Photos are 100% orignal and non-edited.








I'm not happy with the result. It's kinda disappointing when I looked at the photos from my lappy after transferred from my camera. So-so result from a tired day of walking. I dont know how many kilometer had I walked. From noon time til night time. Plus with the migraine and uncomfort stomach for the whole day long.
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After got back, I had a fever. Then I argued with him again.
Do anyone think I'm getting weird? If yes, tell me, how weird am i? how unusual am i?
I am so fed up with all the arguments. It's making me sick.
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Some people says, heart is meant to be broken. It's ridiculous. Who wanna be hurt?
I am expectin happiness more than unhappiness. Unfortunately, things went another way round. I dont get what I want - I can understand this.
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As if someday I can be happy without any unhappiness, I will be truly glad that God has hear my cries for help.
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I wish something to happen sometimes too. Memory lost. My mind keeps on flashing back things that I dont wanna think. I just cant hold the tears from flowing. I wish to stop this. Perhaps I would feel more happy with my unhappy memories wipe off from my mind.

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Listening to Kalafina
they just make me feel better..
I love them a lot.




click play to listen

and off the music at my left side navi :)


Kalafina

Friday, May 15, 2009

Money again.

Went to clinic and spent rm50 : (
I am tempted by these.. wanna buy when i hv the money.... =x
Full set yukata - RM350
Full set - RM330
Full set - RM390
and i want mary jane shoes and ballerina too! : (