Maple!

I been worried for something recently but today, it had been solved. So, I got my mood back!

While playin maple, I felt a little bored. Then, I went to the cash shop and looked around. I really love the set but expensive.

I am free and I made this. :)

Emma Ai

Some people say if you talk bad about your own family then you are an idiot. Maybe I am an idiot. It’s not like I wanted to do so but all that I had said and in my mind are truth.

I began to feel regret. Regret that I had come back. Home is not my happy place. I do not wish to come back either. It brings unhappiness and anger to me only. No one in this house understands me. Imagine you’re once a child that parents poured all their love and care on you with their whole heart. Suddenly, someone came and took it away from you. From that moment, you are no longer got what you want from this family. There is always someone to ruin your plans and so on. Whatever thing that I wanted, I can hardly get it.

On the other hand, I really do wish Emma Ai exists *Jigoku Shoujo anime*. Why? Because I ask her to send someone away for me.

Don’t I have privacy? I hate sharing sometimes. I wish I have my own computer and camera.

Okay, I think I will stop this crap. Just to make myself feel better by posting it.

Alyssa sent an sms to me and we started to chat for awhile. Thanks to her. She told me how it was in ns camp. I started to feel a bit terrified. Stuff that I have to bring and to do. Stuff that I should not bring and not to do. Maybe I will change my mind to stay in the camp for 3 months. I am still not prepared enough for it.

Since I had come back, I feel not so happy. Or maybe I had been pampered too much when I was away from home.

New HAIR

I just cut my hair. It’s short and I like it.

Watched Ayu’s mtv. It’s so sad and touching. The clip entitled Distance Love with the songs; fated and glitter.

I been workin for hours for my new blog skin. I know it's simple but I am just a rookie of CODES!

To a JERK out there:
Stop sending stupid messages to me.
You said you need me? And I need you too?
Don’t be such ridiculous.
I don’t need you.
Even you need me; I am not available for you.
Why?
You are not my friend.
I am not your friend either. I hate you.

Well, you asked me not to change my blog url right?
Because you will go insane over me again.
So, what do I care?
You are nothing but an idiot moron with no brain and too much free time to bother me!
I am goin to change it.
SAD HUH?!
I am happy!

Give my monitor and you’ll fix it for me?
NO NO NO!
I rather choose it stays as it be than asking help from you!
Wanna ask me out?
The answer is; I will never ever go out with you!

Go dig your own grave and burry yourself in it.

Randomness

Current time: 2.09 AM

Few more hours to go, I gotta wake up and pack my things. Goin back to Sandakan.

The 1st time that I am worryin bout is my SPM result! Sure DEAD already... *cries*

Random pictures taken :D

Shakey hand :( View from peak of hill at night time
Guess GUESS! Beer or juice? :D Tea at a Hong Kong Restaurant with Japanese style of deco
Nice?? :D
*kiss*

Pure CHOCOLATE from Coffee Bean :O
See any angels? :O

Boredom

SPM result is comin out....
Worries in my head!!!
Well, I can roughly know my result.. since I had no studies for it..

God, please give me some courage~~ T.T