Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Woots!~

It's my birthday now. Thanks for those who greeted me when passed midnight.

I received this (below) from Eden through email too!


Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Adult nowadays

I feel so upset now. I just argued with my dad. Why does he fucking cares bout other’s business?! I did not ask money from him to buy something I desired for. Even I mention bout it, he will definitely scold me; maybe it’s because he scares I ask money from him. Just STFU (shut the fuc*k up) if it’s not your concern and your money!

Second, my cousin. I wish I can settle the payment before my birthday. Now, everything just got worse and complicated. From the 25th til now, she has not help me to settle the payment. If my PayPal account is verified, I will not ask her to help me. Each time I asked for help, why they have to make something so simple into something full of complication?! She’s afraid that Eden is some sort of scam. They are not, since many people purchased with them before and they received their items safely.

My mum saw I’m in a bad mood. She’s trying to say something positive to comfort me. She asked me to buy from Dollmore since they have such a fast service and nice dolls too. Dollmore’s dolls are expensive. Their faceup cost are higher too. Sigh.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Complication

I don’t know how to express out my feelings now. Mixture of sadness and anger inside me. I am losing my appetite and experiencing sleep interuption recently. Why no one out there understand my feelings? Keep saying things like "Ask her buy and ship here la". 1st, it's a waste of time to do so. 2nd, my girl need a customized faceup and body blushing. 3rd, I want to do box opening by my own. 4th, the last wig is reserved for my online order. It's easy to say something because they are not the one who is getting the doll.

First, my cousin called. I felt sad to hear that I have to wait for another day. I just want the payment to be settled and now everything became so complicated.

Second, it was my mum. No matter how many times I am goin to explain to her, she will never understand it. In order to verify PayPal account, I need PayPal Code. The code is from credit card statement. Since my mum doesn’t has an online account (bank), I cant check it online but to wait by mail. Unfortunately, mail takes a long time. It will only be sent in end of April and receive in early of May. My mum gave me her old statement. I said I need a new and latest statement. And today, she made me gone mad. She asked me to use another person’s statement since that person had received her statement today. How can I use another person’s statement?! How am I goin to explain to her til she really understands it?!

Why is it so hard to get a present for myself?? I really hate this. I wish I got my own credit card so that I can relay on myself and not others.


Mood: Fu*kin' pissed

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Stop the time!

I cant sleep again. Insomnia. I was worrying bout my new girl, Camelia. My cousin, Kiki still not yet makes any payment for me. (Well, I have to pay her back right after the payment is made). These days, I cant really sleep well because of it; as time is getting less.

Today I went to workshop. It was bored because I was alone. Some of the Malay girls were friendly to me. They just sit next to me. I don’t expect to learn how to drive today too. I was a bit nervous because my driving skill sucks.

I checked my order in Dollmore today. I can check my inquiry on EMS’s website. Each time I check, it says there’s no such item! Again, worries in my head. Or maybe they just not yet post my order.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Shock!

I cant make any payment to Eden since my paypal account is not verified. I was thinkin to send my money to Sharon's paypal so that she can help me to purchase it. My mum has been calling to my cousin in HK. Unfortunately her mobile cant be reached.

Not long after that, my phone rang. It's my cousin from HK called. She told me that she went out without her mobile, that's why we cant reach her. I hope she can help me to settle the payment before May.

Suprisely, I made my payment to Dollmore yesterday and they had helped me to ship my items today! I love Dollmore for their friendly response for each emails I had sent and their fast service!! :33 Eden is good too. As they replied to every emails I had send to them too.