Fuckin Family!

I hate my family. Chinese New Year, maybe it’s a special occasion for someone but not for me. It means nothing. Every special occasion does not matter anymore to me. I really hate myself being with them.

I hate their voices. I hate everything of them. Whenever I tried to do something good for them, whenever I tried to make sacrifices for them, what can I get? Nothing but got myself scolded like an unworthy child.

Yes, I don’t have any penis and testes. So what? Just because of it, should I get all the blame each time?
When something bad happens, everyone will point their fingers at me even I did nothing.

I wish CNY will pass by faster. So that, I can leave this family, this place. Even just for a short period.


Sometimes, I love the other me. The one that can get them off my head and enjoy my life.

Happy Chinese New Year!

Thanks~

Thanks for those who cheer me up yesterday~

Thank you Bryan.

Thank you Carey.

Thank you Chips.

And the virtual hugs from Carey and Chips~ *warm* :)

Today I went out with few of friends. It’s my first time goin out with them. They were Jasmine, Eunice and Fung MY.
It was an okay outing. Well, maybe a bit weird at first. Ya know, it’s my first time.
We went to two places, just to fill our hungry stomachs. Unfortunately, they were closed. It’s sad!
Nice moment in QQ Ice. Bumped on Hing Kuan Hung *if not mistaken* and Ng Chen Bond. J

I am a bit mad after I read something from someone’s blog. Why they think that we, Sabahan are livin our lives like monkeys on the trees?! That is too much. We don’t live on trees. What do you think we are? Apes? Or somekind of unique species from the monkey family? Such person who has those mind set, you gotta learn to think logically as a human. Sono hito, watashi kirai desu!! You hate trees? Without them, you are nothing.

Okay. Stop the angry emotion of mine.

CNY is comin but I am still feeling as usual as nothing is goin to happen. Maybe to me, it’s not important.

Hmmn, gotta do my laundry. I always forget bout it. I remind myself everyday and yet, I ended up doin nothing each day. It’s a MUST!!!

These days, I am back to the world of Dollfie. Thanks to Sakura, she brought me back to Dollfie world. She recommended few websites for me. Dollzone in Singapore maybe can give a lower price for me but I dont seem like fall for one until she gave me a website. The main is in Korea. Korea's dollfie really looks nicer and so do the price. It costs more that two thousand ringgits just for one. Here, I fell on Soori. Some pictures of him :)